My life has finally come to the dead end.

No emotions... Only endless disappointment and homesickness.

I wish she was not here, but I cannot do anything with it.

Better to be alone, that with her and her company.

Small capricious bitch.



New staff has already arrived... The life and work became even harder.

I miss my music. Half an hour in the gym does not save at all.

The day when I'll buy a new CD-player will be the happiest day in my life. I know why I am so nervous. Because I have CXS and other CDs, but I cannot reach them.



Oh god, which does not exist... Let me finish my work sooner than later, get my money and run away from that place like hell.