понедельник, 16 августа 2004
02:18

Oni uehali...

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Odnim slovom - HUEVO..........

No eshe ne tak, kak bilo utrom...

Ya poteryala dorogogo, milogo, klassnogo druga...

No mi ved nepremenno vstretimsya, pravda?..

Priedem na sleduushee leto v lager i sdelaem polish mafiu!!!

A poka... poka ostaetsa tolko skuchat i schitat dni...

@музыка: Lost Prophets - Wake Up (Make a Move)

@настроение: dermo

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00:26

Na dannii moment - odna iz moih lubimih pesen...

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Lost Prophets - Last Train Home



One! Two! Three!



To every broken heart in here

Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared

She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making

Even when you think you're right

You have to give to take



But there's still tomorrow

Forget the sorrow

And I can be on the last train home

Watch it pass the day

As it fades away

No more time to care

No more time, today



But we sing

If we're going nowhere

Yeah we sing

If it's not enough

And we sing

Sing without a reason

To ever fall in love



I wonder if you're listening

Picking up on the signals

Sent back from within

Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on

Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here



But there's still tomorrow

Forget the sorrow

And I can be on the last train home

Watch it pass the day

As it fades away

No more time to care

No more time, today



But we sing

If we're going nowhere

Yeah we sing

If it's not enough

And we sing

Sing without a reason

To ever fall in love



Well we sing if we're going nowhere

Yeah we sing if it's not enough

And we sing

Sing without a reason to ever fall in love



But we sing

If we're going no where

Yeah we sing

If it's not enough

And we sing

Sing with out a reason to never fall in love

To never fall in love again

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суббота, 14 августа 2004
21:25

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Grustno... Ploho... Bolno... Na dushe skrebutsa koshki i sgushautsa tuchi... Dojd budet zavtra, kogda devchonki uedut...

Ya ne predstavlyau sebe, chto so mnoi budet.

Sovsem.

Govoryat, chto nado zenit kajdii moment, provedennii vmeste, poka ne stalo sovsem pozdno... Ya ponimau. Ya zenu. No etim ved ne ostanovit' vremya!..

Pitaus uhvatitsa za kajdoe mgnovenie...

7.30. Zavtra. Rokovoi chas...

A vchera, kogda mi vozvrashalis iz Wal*Marta i North Conway, v machine, kogda Yulka S vzyala menya pod ruku, ya ne viderjala i razrevelas. A ya dumala, chto razuchilas plakat...

Lost Prophets - jestokaya muzika. Byet po nervam. Ne prosto byet - dolbit so vsei sili. Segodnya nochyu ya ne hotela rasstavatsa s ih muzikoi. Pessimistichno, grustno, hochetsa plakat...

Kak nazlo, segodnya svetit solnze..........

@музыка: grustno.............

@настроение: The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

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пятница, 13 августа 2004
23:16

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Vot vam eshe neskolko fotok iz PHOP'a:



http://www.hide.pisem.net/phop3.jpg - klassnaya fotka, jal, chto rasplivchataya... Sverhu vniz sleva napravo: Adam (Hungary), ya, Petr (CZR), Julia V, Ruslonik, DD, Yulya S, Albina



http://www.hide.pisem.net/phop4.jpg - ya, Yulya S i Yohann



http://www.hide.pisem.net/phop5.jpg - ya i Yulya S





http://www.hide.pisem.net/prostotak.jpg - a eto - znamenitaya fotka, kotoruu sdelala zvezda! (tochnee, mi ee poprosili). Ya, Yulka V i Yulka S



http://www.hide.pisem.net/zvezda2.jpg - kompromat na * !!!!! ^^ Zvezda nakladivaet sebe edu na cook-out'e ^_____^

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22:53

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Segodnya ya sdelala to, chto mne tak ne hotelos delat, no ya znala, chto esli ne poshevelus, to mojet bit sovsem pozdno. Ya pozvonila v Finnair i zabronirovala sebe bilet. Itak, ya viletau 1 oktyabrya 2004 iz New Yorka, aeroport JFK, v 5 s pishnim p.m.

Sprosite: pochemu tak pozdno? Otvechu: potomu chto domoi sovsem ne hochetsa!!!

Hotya u menya bila vozmojnost zabronirovat sebe bilet na bolee rannuu datu. Da i rabotat hochetsa!

A Oleska, naprimer, voobshe sebe bilet smogla zakazat tolko na 6.10 (((((((

Vot takie v Finnair'e problemi! Na sentyabr voobshe biletov net!

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19:02

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Na samom dele, mne seichas nechego tut pisat'... Prosto ya hochu posidet v inete podolshe, potomu chto ryadom sidit * .............. ^_____________________^

Segodnya pro nas snimali movie. Vse, kto hotel poluchit DVD, doljni bili zakazat ego zaranee. A ya ne uspela. Nu i ladno! Zato u menya Yearbook budet!

Vchera u nas v lagere prohodil Sing. Eto meropriyatie prohodit vnashem lagere ejegodno. Vse (i camper'i, i counselor'i) v samom nachale leta delyatsa na dve komandi - White team i Blue team. Pridumivaut nazvanie, nahodyat kapitana i t.d. V techenie vsego leta oni sorevnuutsa, a v konze prohodit Sing - finalnoe sorevnovanie, gde komandi predstavlyaut szenki, pout pesni i t.d. * bila v komande golubih ^^ Obidno, chto on ushel pochti v samom nachale konkursa. Zato on bil takim milim s raskrashennim lizom!!! A kogda on svou mordochku prosunul v dirku (po szenke), ya dumala, chto prorjus na ves zal!!! Ya bolela za golubih ^^ Da i vistuplenie Blue Wave mne ponravilos bolshe, chem White Time. A kto pobedil, ya tak i ne znau...

Nu vse, * ushla, mojno uhodit toje ^^ Da i na rabotu pora ((((

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09:56

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Tolko chto mi sideli vse vmeste v Counselor's Retreat'e i igrali v igru "Pravda ili vizov". Navernoe, mnogie igrali v etu igru... Vibiraetsa chelovek, emu predlagavibor - pravda ili vizov. Esli on vibiraet pravdu, emu zadaut vopros, na kotorii on doljen otvetit tolko pravdu. Esli on vibiraet vizov, on doljen vipolnit kakoe-nibud zadanie. Olesya vibrala vizov, i ei zadali vopros: "Est li paren v lagere, kotorii tebe nravitsa bolshe vsego? A esli da, to kto eto?" Ona otvetila "Net". A ya v eto vremya povernulas k Yulke i govoru: "Esli bi mne zadali etot vopros, ya bi skazala pravdu." A Olesya eto uslishala i zadala eoto vopros mne!!! Ya perematerilas, a potom ne svoim golosom vidavila, chto mne nravitsa Jacek... I eto pri stolkih svidetelyah!!!.. Tam sideli Yulka S, Yulka V, Peter (cheh), Michelle, Ruslan, Albina, Adam, a takje Polish mafia - Wojtek, Magda, Agnieszka, Piter!!! Stolko narodu, s uma soiti!!!

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четверг, 12 августа 2004
18:32

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Moya standartnaya reakziya na hamstvo - polneishii ignor. Ne trogai govno - tak ono i ne zavonyaet, pravda?..

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08:16

Pesnya Naika Borzova, kotoruu mi s Yulkoi vchera tak udachno peredelali... ^^

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Za zvezdu ves dinner,

Za zvezdu vsu vodku,

Ya siju na plyaje

I tseluyu lodku...



^_________________^

@настроение: stebnoe

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среда, 11 августа 2004
18:40

Prikol pro zvezdu (nam Yulka V neskolko dnei nazad rasskazala)

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Znachit, edet po lageru belaya machina s kuzovom, na kotoroi obichno maintenance razyezjaut. Szadi bejit Jacek. Bejit, bejit, dogonyaet, zaprigivaet na kuzov, saditsa spinoi k kabine i sveshivaet nogi vniz. Vdrug machina kaaaaak dala po tormozam!.. I Jacek oprokinulsya na spinu nogami kverhu!!! ^________________^

Nu pochemu ya etogo ne videla??????????? Nujno bilo movie snyat!!!

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вторник, 10 августа 2004
21:19

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Hochetsa tak mnogo vsego rasskazat!!!.. No, k sojaleniu, vremeni sovsem malo... Daje ochen malo (((((

Segodnya mne prishlo pismo ot Celenochki!!! Vot surpriz tak surpriz!!! Zahoju ya v pererive v dining hall, a tam sidyat Petra s Lenkoi i govoryat mne: "Zaidi v Main Office! Mne [Petre] prishlo pismo, i oni skazali, chto est pismo i dlya tebya." Ya srazu ponyala ot kogo ono! ^____^ Pobejala tuda, chut vodu v stakanchike ne raspleskala!.. ^^ Zatem, poluchiv vojdelennoe pismo, poneslas k sebe v Evergreen - chitat! Chitala, chitala, pismo okazalos takim dlinnushim!!! I sovsem zabila pro to, chto mne nujno bilo vipit tabletku ^^ Celena prislala mne dve kartinki s Endo-san formata A4, takie klassnie!!! Ya snyala so steni nashu s Yukari fotku i na osvobodivshiesya knopki povesila odnu iz prislannih Celenoi kartinok s Endo-san!!! Tak krasivo!..

Hotya chego ya dobivaus?.. Neujeli ya pitaus uzepitsa za proshloe, v kotorom ostalas moya lubov k Baiser?.. Ne isklucheno, chto kogda ya priedu v Piter, ya peresmotru klipi, kartinki, pereslushau pochti zabitie mnoi pesni, vse poidet po-novoi, mne snova zahochetsa delat sait i t.d. i t.p., no seichas mne pochemu-to ne do etogo... No time for Baiser!..

A vchera * nakonez-to poigrala nam na gitare!!! Mi s Yulkoi molodzi - ne stormozili i podoshli k nemu, v to vremya kak on igral na gitare vmeste s Artom na krilze Scotch Pine'a. Prosto podoshli i seli ryadom. On tak napryagsya, eto nado bilo videt!!!!!!! Net nikakogo somneniya v tom, chto on nas boitsa. Prichem jutko boitsa!!! Do togo, kak mi podoshli, on mog spokoino igrat, daje pet, no kak tolko mi seli ryadom, on igrat pochti perestal... Nu pochemu on boitsa imenno nas??? Ni GP, ni Natashku, kotoraya poedet vmeste s nim, daje Yulku V on ne boitsa!!! No on takoi klevii!!!.. Ya znau, chto on obaldenno igraet na gitare!.. Boje moi, on igraet uje 10 let!!! S uma soiti!..

Ladno, budu svorachivat svou pisaninu... Kakoe-to ne pisatelskoe u menya segodnya nastroenie. Da i rastekaushiesya sluni meshaut ^__________^

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понедельник, 09 августа 2004
07:16

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Ya nenaviju Phop!!!!!!!!!!!! Bez Zvezdi..........

Hotya, vprochem, vchera mi neploho poveselilis! Nu i chto, chto * s nami ne poehala - anyway I had fun! Uje v poslednii moment ya poprosila u Michelle ee sapogi, v kotorih ya hodila v Manray (ya dolgo razrivalas - odevat li vse eto svoe obmundirovanie, a esli odevat, to zachem?.. Ne pered kem krasovatsa!..) No vse-taki reshila odet. Odela eti sapogi, svou vinilovuu ubku, koftochku Michelle, kotoraya chert znaet s kakogo vremeni valyaetsa u menya i ya nikak ne mogu ei ee otdat, necklace s krestom i braslet s krestom, a takje nakrasilas. Yulka toje viglyadela otpadno!.. Nam tak hotelos, chtobi zvezda nas uvidela i pojalela, chto ne poehala v Phop! Vozle Main office nashe jelanie osushestvilos ))))) Ya nadeus, chto proizvela na * neizgladimoe vpechatlenie. No on stoyal s takim nevozmutimim vidom, kak budto emu vse parallelno!.. Ya ochen rada, chto on ne poehal s nami - pust, pust jaleet. (Hotya, s drugoi storoni, s chego on doljen jalet?!) Zato ya porazila vseh ostalnih! ^______^ Ya umeu bit raznoi - v rabochee vremya mogu viglyadet, kak samii obichnii nichem ne videlyaushiisya chelovek, mogu daje bit nezametnoi, menya mogut voobshe ne vosprinimat, a potom kaaaak otmochu chego-nibud!.. Po krainei mere, mne uje neskolko chelovek skazali, chto ya viglyadela ochen sexy ^^

A v obshem-to, nichego osobennogo - kak vsegda, potanzevali, pokolbasilis, v ocherednoi raz vstretili russkih iz drugogo lagerya. Ya stroila glazki trahalshiku ^^ Obidno, chto on uje zanyat!.. (((( K Yulke S kleilsya snachala Yohann, a potom etot pyanii alkash Dana... Vprochem, pyanie bili esli ne vse, to pochti vse, daje Adam ^^ On nakonez-to nabralsya smelosti i priglasil Albinu na medlennii tanez ^^ A v zelom vse bilo klassno! Na sleduushei nedele hochu opyat poehat. Teper so * ^_______^



http://www.hide.pisem.net/phop1.jpg - na etoi fotke ya, Yulya V i Yulya S. Vot tak ya viglyadela vchera ^^ A eto i est znamenitaya vinilovaya ubka, kotoruu ya kupila v Bostone v Hootenanny (goticheskii magazin).



http://www.hide.pisem.net/phop2.jpg - takaya je fotka, tolko na drugoi fotik )))))

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воскресенье, 08 августа 2004
02:03

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Itak, vchera mi smotreli polskuu komediu! Ugadaite, kto prines DVD? Da, nasha lubimaya i obojaemaya * !!!!!!! Snachala ya lejala na divane, a on sidel v kresle srazu za mnoi. A zatem ya poshla v tualet i v eto vremya prishel Michal i zanyal moe mesto, leg na mou kurtku, kotoruu ya ostavila tam. Ya prihoju, nachinau dergat za kurtku, chtobi Michal vstal s nee, a Michal nol vnimaniya!!! Dergau, dergau, smotru: a * smotrit na menya i rjet!!! Veselo bilo!

Vo vremya filma ya chut ne usnula! Vse bilo po-polski i bez subtitrov, i nichego ne bilo ponyatno. Yulki sdalis i ves film prospali. Zato * , pohoje, bila edinstvennoi, kto smotrel etot film! On smeyalsya ot dushi, postoyanno ego zitiroval. Ya bila v vostorge, on znaet etot film prakticheski naizust!!!.. A kakoi u nego golos!!!!!!!!!!! "Muzika dlya moih ushei", kak skazala Yulka!!! Mi prosto tashilis vdvoem!!! A potom, kogda ya prishla i zastala Michala na tom divane, gde lejala ya, ya peresela v to kreslo (tam do etogo sidela *). U menya bil otlichnii nabludatelnii punkt!.. Mne bilo ego tak horosho vidno!.. U nego takie shtanishki, takie klassnie botinochki! Takaya futbolochka!!! Mrrrrrr... ^^

A segodnya on pobrilsya! Nyaaaaaaa!!! Sidel odinoko na svoih lodkah... A mi s Yulkoi, kak dve duri, zagorali za lodkami i boyalis podoiti (((((

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суббота, 07 августа 2004
21:40

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Itak, dela ne prosto idut v goru - oni stremitelno nesutsa! Dumau, i chasa ne hvatit, chtobi vse opisat! Itak, segodnya 7 avgusta, u menya, kak ya segodnya uznala, ostalos ne 8, a 18 dnei ili daje bolshe. Ura! Sean skazal, chto zvezda uezjaet iz lagerya 25 ili 26 avgusta, v to vremya kak ya - 28-go. Hooooray!!!!!!!! Eto tak zdorovo!!! Interesno, chto on budet tut delat? Rabotat v kachestve maintenance? A mojet, v kitchen?.. Poslednee bilo bi prosto zamechatelno!!! Togda u menya budet vozmojnost pochashe videt ego, bit blije k nemu. Jal, chto Yulki uezjaut uje 15-go. Mne budet ochen ih ne hvatat!!! S kem ya budu delitsa vpechatleniyami i perejivaniyami?..

A segodnya mi edem v Phop. Eto budet poslednii raz, kogda mi poedem tuda s Yulkami... (((( Ya tak hotela, chtobi zvezda bila nashim driver'om, a on skazal segodnya, chto on na duty... ((((( Togda kakogo hrena on mne vchera skazal, chto poigraet nam segodnya na gitare??? Ne segodnya je on uznal, chto budet na duty!!!!!

Nu nichego, poveselimsya i bez zvezdi. Ya sobiraus pozaimstvovat u Michelle ee sapogi, kotorie ya nadevala v Manray. I koftochku. A vzamen hochu dat ei pochitat "Lost souls". Klevo! Budu zajigat! ^^

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четверг, 05 августа 2004
20:47

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Urrraaaa!!! Ya uznala e-mail * !!!!!! )))) Nadeus, chto moya pamyat menya ne podvela, i ya zapomnila vse pravilno!..

Paru dnei nazad Yulka skazala, chto, vozmojno, * ne uedet vmeste so vsemi counselor'ami, a ostanetsa, potomu chto ostanetsa Lukas. Hot bi!!!!!!!!!! Eto bilo bi zamechatelno!!!!!! Hot bi on ostalsya!.. I poehal s nami na Niagaru!!! No eto uje predel mechtanii... A s drugoi storoni, eshe lishnih 10 dnei budet mne glaza mozolit????? Uj luchshe pust valit v svou Polshu!!!

Chert, u menya vsego desyat dnei ostalos, chtobi osushestvit zadumannoe... Chego ya tormoju???????????????????????

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18:34

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* nakonez priehala ))))) Vchera (ili daje pozavchera) oni s Lukasom otpravilis na mashine veselo provodit vremya s dvumya polskimi devushkami. A mi mesta sebe ne nahodili... Interesno, * vse-taki vernulas mujchinoi, kak predpolojila Yulka?..

Segodnya utrom ya ponyala, chto skuchau po nemu... Osobenno kogda vspominau pesnu "Wherever you will go"...

A ved ya eshe ne videla ego, gada takogo )))))))



So lately, you're wondering when we'll be there to take my place

When I'm gone, you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face

If the rain will wish I'd fall

I'd fall upon a star

And between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own



If I could, then I would

I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go



And maybe, I'll find out

The way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you

Through the darkest of your days

If the rain will wish I'd fall

I'd fall upon a star

Well I hope there's someone out there

Who can bring me back to you



Runaway with my heart

Runaway with my hope

Runaway with my love



I know now, just quite how

My life and love might still go on

In your heart and your mind

I'll stay with you for all of time



If I could turn back time

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine

I'll go wherever you will go

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08:01

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Aaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yulka seichas mne postavila v naushnikah kusochek pesni The Calling "Wherever You Will Go", kotoruu zvezda igrala na gitare, a polskii Peter pel, a ya ne slishala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U menya mnojestvennii orgasm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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07:07

Vot vam eshe neskolko fotok

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http://www.hide.pisem.net/julia1.jpg - Yulya S (Morkvi4ka) i Natasha



http://www.hide.pisem.net/julia2.jpg - Yulya S i Yulya V v Bostone



http://www.hide.pisem.net/julia3.jpg - Boston... Hochu tudaaaaaa!!!!!

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03:26

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U menya progress!!!! Segodnya ya bila v gym'e... (ne putat s GUMom!!! Gym - eto trenajernii zal ^^) Esli ranshe, kachaya press, ya mogla prodelat uprajnenie tolko 15 raz, to segodnya ya prodelala ego uje 30!!! ^_________^ Prikolno zanimatsa pod Sisters of Mercy... Klevo!

A voobshe ya ne znau, chto pisat. Jopoi chuvstvuu koe-chto, a chto - ne skaju ^^ Interesno, menya jdet oblom, kogda ya obernus?!

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среда, 04 августа 2004
06:50

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Segodnya vse slovno sgovorilis i kuda-to svalili. Russian mafia uehala v Boston (za isklucheniem menya, Albinki, Marinki, Olesi u Ruska), a vecherom vsya Polish mafia (da-da, i zvezda v tom chisle!..) svalili v meksikanskii restoran. Tusovatsa s Albinoi i Adamom kak-to ne ochen hochetsa, poetomu siju tut odna.

Segodnya mi gulyali s Michelle pod dojdem. Davno ya ne gulyala s Michelle... Ona skazala, chto u nas v lagere est dve lesbiyanki. Ya srazu dogadalas, kto eto, tem bolee chto oni ochen podozritelno sebya vedut. Zatem ya sprosila, kak ona otnositsa k lesbiyankam. Ona otvetila, chto v proshlom, u nee bil podobnii opit (v chem ya pochemu-to ne somnevalas), i togda ya rasskazala ei pro Yukari. Ona ochen udivilas!..

A eshe ya rassprosila ee pro * ... ^^ Okazivaetsa, on ei toje ponravilsya, no daje ona ne smogla ego razgovorit!.. Esli uj Michelle ne udalos, to ya vryad li razgovoru!.. Ya uje ne znau, stoit li voobshe pitatsa. S odnoi storoni, mne tak hochetsa, no ya ponimau, chto emu ne do menya!..

A eshe zadolbala rabota!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Segodnya ya stoyala na stirke. V grobu ya vidala eti polotenza!!!!!!!!

Kto-to ochen dobrii i horoshii nashel na radio (kotoroe stoit v laundry) volnu, gde krutyat odin rock!!! Nazivaetsa, vrode, chto-to tipa "The Planet". Pravda, k konzu dnya ot rock-muziki nachala bolet golova, no zato ya uslishala Linkin Park (aj 2 raza), Nickelback, Lost Prophets, Hoobastank!.. I nikakoi popsi!!! Hooooray!!!!!!

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