среда, 04 августа 2004
03:16

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U nas v lagere nachalas novaya moda - zifrovie fotoapparati. Kajdii schitaet svoim dolgom nepremenno zataritsa zifrovikom, prejde chem uehat na rodinu. Ya reshila ne toropitsa i kupit ego tolko togda, kogda zarabotau sebe eshe deneg, a to esli ya seichas potrachu to, chto mne vidali in advance, ya ostanus bez grosha v karmane... Teper u nas burno obsujdaetsa, u kogo kakaya model, skolko megapikselei, kakaya firma i t. d. Inogda yunie fotografi vpadaut v samii nastoyashii marazm! Ya eshe ponimau, poimat kakoi-nibud interesnii kadr, sfotografirovat chto-nibud deistvitelno stoyashee, no kakoi interes fotografirovat grud' vseh devchonok podryad ili, skajem, perednuu panel' machini?! No bivaut i horoshie fotki. Seichas ya kinu na nih ssilki.



http://www.hide.pisem.net/michal1.jpg - ya i Agnieszka (Poland) za rabotoi... Edem v golf-car'e ))))))



http://www.hide.pisem.net/michal2.jpg - Mango i Scotch Pine - bunk'i, gde jivet staff mujskogo pola ^^



http://www.hide.pisem.net/michal3.jpg - Bonsai - domik, sosednii s nashim Evergreen'om



http://www.hide.pisem.net/michal4.jpg - davno hotela pomestit etu fotku ^^ Eto nashi goryacho lubimie Loshad i Rijaya!!! Fotka bila sdelana v PHOP'e... Nu pravda, Loshad - vilitaya loshad??? ^^



http://www.hide.pisem.net/michal5.jpg - na pamyat ^_____^

@музыка: The Sisters of Mercy - A Rock and a Hard Place

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02:49

Govno, a ne jizn

Cries in Norwegian
V moei jizni nastupila ne samaya svetlaya polosa... A tochnee, tot moment, kogda prishlos nakonez snyat rozovie ochki i popsmotret na jizn trezvo. Ya sama sebe vse pridumala, ya emu po barabanu, on daje menya iz tolpi ne videlyaet, on smotrit na menya takje, kak na vseh. A osobenno segodnya, kogda net ee... Bez nee ya - chast tolpi, tak, neplohoe dobavlenie. Segodnya ya vse ponyala... Pridurok, ya ego nenaviju!!! Eto j nado tak... Na plyaje on v mou storonu daje ne posmotrel. Na nash cook out on ne prishel, predpochitaya poobedat vmeste s detmi i counselor'ami. A esli bi bila ona, on bi zabil na to, chto on posle svoego grebanogo sailing'a i sel k nam... Nu chto za jizn, a?? Vpervie mne ponravilsya paren, i tot kakoi-to otmorojennii debil!!! Nado srochno v Manray... No do konza lagerya eshe bolshe 10 dnei... Vseh nenaviju

@музыка: The Sisters of Mercy - Walk Away (postoyanno i na polnuu gromkost)

@настроение: dermo

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01:58

Interesno, eto to, o chem ya dumau?!

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The Stills - Still in Love song



oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh



we were lovers

we were kissers

we were holders of hands

we were make believers

just loosing time



and you said you'd rather live in tv land

than say that you care

but you don't

that's heartless and i will not cry



but i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love



your dreams of acting onscreen

what do they mean

you'll be dancing sexless in your bedroom



and you find yourself out of a job

and before too long

you'll be selling lemonade to the overpaid



and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in

love



oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh

oooh ooooooh



i remember

it was summer

i was out of my head

but you weren't your self assured

waste of space



but i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

i'm still in love

and i'm still in love

and i'm still in

love

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01:56

Ya zametil, chto vse chashe i chashe postyu suda teksti pesen...

Cries in Norwegian
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit



Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again



I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

�cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm

Breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight



Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again



I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm

Breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight



I'll paint it on the walls

'cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends



I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

To show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

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вторник, 03 августа 2004
02:59

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Nikto nikogda ne slishal gruppu Lost Prophets?.. ya slishala uje dve pesni, i obe ponravilis! Hochu poslushat eshe )))))))

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02:51

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Skazat, chto ya rasstroilas, znachit, nichego ne skazat. Nu pochemu ya vsegda i vo vsem okazivaus luzerom?.. Im chto, slojno bilo poehat v Boston, kogda u menya bil day off v odin den s nimi?!.. A teper u nih day off zavtra, v to vremya kak u menya tolko v chetverg, i oni sobirautsa v gorod moei mechti!!! Aaaaaaaaaaa!!! Esli bi ne eta ***, a tochnee, esli bi ona ne vlezla vpered menya, ya bi tochno vzyala sebe vihodnoi na vtornik... A mojet, oni prosto ne hotyat, chtobi ya ehala s nimi?.. Srazu bi tak i skazali! Udachno im otdohnut... Samoe ujasnoe, chto eto moi poslednii day off, schitai, a ya daje ne znau, chem zanyatsa v etot den!!!..

Itak, vkratze poslednie novosti.

Menya ostavili na post-camp! Eto znachit, chto lager zakanchivaet svou rabotu 16 avgusta, zatem u menya tri dnya vihodnih, posle chego nachinaetsa post-camp dlinoi v 10 dnei. Budem gotovit lager k zakritiu. Prichem rabotat iz etih 10 dnei ya budu tolko dnei 5. Zaplatyat mne za etu smenu 200$. V prinzipe, u menya est vibor uehat, kak hotyat sdelat mnogie, no ya reshila, chto 200$ na doroge ne valyautsa. A potom kuda - ne znau... Otpravlus pokoryat Boston...

Adam poluchil pismo ot Vani. Ya znala, chto vanya ne propadet! On seichas v Suuth Carolin'e!!! Vot tak!!! Chto on tam delaet - ya ne znau, dumau, rabotaet!

Ya uje dva raza vihodila v ozero na kayake! Eto tak zdorovo, mne ochen ponravilos!.. Voobshe, sailing - delo ochen interesnoe! A segodnya ya neskolko chasov lejala na solnze, u menya strashno obgoreli nogi!!! Teper sidet ne mogu. A chto delat?..

Uvlechenie pod nazvaniem Zvezda postepenno teryaet svou aktualnost. Sledit za nim i peremivat emu kosti nadoelo, hochetsa normalno s nom pogovorit, a on sharahaetsa, chto toje nadoelo. Nado srochno iskat sebe chto-to novoe, chtobi ne podohnu so skuki!!! Nu, kogda budu v Bostone, mne tochno budet ne do vsyakih "zvezd"...

Navernoe, horosho, chto mena ne budet v Bostone na etoi nedele. Ya, konechno, mogu posetit Hootenanny, ubuhat tam baksov 300, zatem zaglyanut v Newbury Comics, ostavit eshe 200$ tam, zatem potratit eshe 100 na mangu... Shuchu, konechno; no daje esli bi ya i poehala, ya bi ne smogla posetit samogo glavnogo, k chemu tak rvetsa moya dusha - Manray!!! Ya uje strou plani na te tri day off'a... ))))))

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воскресенье, 01 августа 2004
07:38

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Kaaak ona menya besit... Ujas prosto!!! Ni odnogo slova nelzya skazat - ko vsemu prideretsa!!! Vpervie viju takogo problemnogo cheloveka!.. Nikogda bolshe ne budu sidet s nei za odnim stolom - uj luchshe ya budu odna, zato spokoinei budu!.. Poskorei bi ona svalila otsuda!!!

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07:34

Eta pesnya igrala v mashine... Kogda ya sidela i gluchilas po...

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U2 With or Without You





See the stone set in your eyes

See the thorn twist in your side

I wait for you



Sleight of hand and twist of fate

On a bed of nails she makes me wait

And I wait without you



With or without you

With or without you



Through the storm we reach the shore

You give it all but I want more

And I'm waiting for you



With or without you

With or without you

I can't live

With or without you



And you give yourself away

And you give yourself away

And you give

And you give

And you give yourself away



My hands are tied

My body bruised, she's got me with

Nothing to win and

Nothing left to lose



And you give yourself away

And you give yourself away

And you give

And you give

And you give yourself away



With or without you

With or without you

I can't live

With or without you



With or without you

With or without you

I can't live

With or without you

With or without you

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суббота, 31 июля 2004
22:32

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Segodnya mne prisnilsya son, kak budto mi so * vmeste... Aaaaaaa, fuckin budilnik, prozvonil v samoe nepodhodyashee vremya!!! Nenaviju takie sni... Pochemu oni mne snyatsa, hot i ne postoyanno, no vremya ot vremeni??? Ya trebuu osushestvleniya!!!!!!!!!!!

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08:21

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Taiji-sama, s dnem rojdeniya ))))))

Nadeus, kogda-nibud mne predstavitsa vozmojnost pozdravit tebya lichno...

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04:59

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Ya slishkom ustala, chtobi pisat zdes... Vse misli pereputalis...

V obshem, dokatilis... ya vseh nenaviju... a ee i natashu v pervuu ochered... vot uj ne dumala ya, chto ya tak budu otzivatsa o russkih!!!! Seichas mne kajetsa, chto daje k kakim-to sranim polyachkam ya otnoshus luchshe, chem k nim. Da i Marina masla v ogon podlivaet... Suka. Vse dostali, vseh ubyu!!!! Menya ostavili na post-camp, no seichas mne uje hochetsa domoi!!! Vse, vse bez isklucheniya razdrajaet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Poshlo vse na.....!!!!!!!!!!!!! No ya silnaya, ya doljna derjatsa, ya viderju, daje esli menya bit budut!!!!!!!! Seichas tak hochetsa pogovorit so * , no ego, kak nazlo, netu... Net, ya v shoke!!! Ya ne ojidala!!! Ya ne dura. I ne gluhaya. Da, vozmojno, ya prikidivaus, no esli oni vse menya za duru derjat, to oni mneya nedoozenivaut, tvari. Ya vse prekrasno slishala!!!!!!! Nu i poshli v pizdu!!! Ya ni za kem nikogda ne begala i ne sobiraus, ne hotyat obshatsa - nu i ne nado, ya budu vishe vsego etogo!

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04:41

Ofigennaya pesnya... Ya tolko chto slishala po radio

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Lost Prophets - Wake Up(Make A Move)





So are we lost or do we know

which direction we should go?

Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way.



Cause everyday we're getting older

and everyday we all get colder

We're sick of waiting for our answers.



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so tired of waiting,

waiting for us to

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so sick of waiting,

for us to make a move.



Are we meant to take the pain?

Should we sit around and wait?

Are we being saved or was it another lie you made to make us hate?



Cause everyday we're getting older

and everyday we all get colder

We're sick of waiting for our answers.



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so tired of waiting,

waiting for us to

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so sick of waiting,

for us to make a move.



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

and we will never lose.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

It's time to make a move.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

and we will never lose.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

It's time to make a move.



It's not enough

to let it rush

wait until

it's over.



We're sick of waiting for our answers.



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so tired of waiting,

waiting for us to

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

yeah i'm so sick of waiting,

for us to make a move.



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

and we will never lose.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

It's time to make a move.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

and we will never lose.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

So make a move.

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пятница, 30 июля 2004
17:54

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Ubyu polskih suk na hui!!!!!!! Poshli obi v pizdu!!!!!!!!!!!! Dostali!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chtobi ih viebli!!!!!! I DD, i GP odnoremenno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@настроение: hochetsa orat

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четверг, 29 июля 2004
18:01

Cries in Norwegian
Ya seichas tak lohanulas pered *!!! Lohanulas v samuu jopu!!! Za zavtrakom ya prodelala s molokom tu je prozeduru, kakuu prodelivau obichno, no na etot raz reshila prinesti emu polnuu nevskrituu butilku moloka. ^^ Kak vsegda, posle breakfast'a poshla sobirat moloko i prihvatila s soboi polnuu butilku. Kak vsegda, on poel i podoshel k moei telejke, chtobi utashit zanachku. I tut ya protyagivau emu polnuu butilku! A on otkazalsya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vzyal tu, gde moloka napolovinu..... Vot svoloch!!! No milaya svoloch!!! ^^

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05:18

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Zaebali. Vse zaebali! Vsyo zaebalo! Nu pochemu vse takie obdolbannie??? U vseh depra, i, chto samoe ujasnoe, vse ih nastroenie i sostoyanie kakim-to obrazom peredaetsa mne. Nu chto eto takoe, ya opyat odna, nu i pust, budu odna v dining halle ili v inete sidet. Vse uje razdrajaut!!! Zvezda tusuetsa szadi, ya daje ne znau, vidit li on menya ili net, a oborachivatsa ne hochu. Ne sudba mne, vidno, s nim zagovorit. A ved skoro konez leta, lager zakonchit svou rabotu, ya uedu kuda-nibud. Hot bi poskorei.

@настроение: govenoe

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среда, 28 июля 2004
19:38

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Segodnya mne namnogo luchshe, chem vchera. Eto raduet.

Vchera u menya bil vihodnoi. Nakonez-to moi vihodnoi sovpal v vihodnim russkih devchonok! Ezdila pochti vsya Russian mafia (Yulya S, Yulya V, Natasha i ya) i Petr iz Chehii, on bil nashim driver'om. Ezdili snachala v Manchester, v zelom n mne ne ochen ponravilsya (ne lublu tihie goroda), zato mi klassno posideli v pizzerii! Sjeli 2 bolshie pizzi na pyaterih, ya sojgla sebe yazik, on u menya do sih por bolit! Potom poehali v Concord - v magazin vsyakoi elektroniki i tehniki. Posle chasovogo vibiraniya Yulki kupili sebe zifroviki. Ya toje sebe prismotrela zifrovik, no on slishkom dorogoi (poka). K konzu svoego prebivaniya zdes ya obyazatelno kuplu sebe takoi! Nepremenno 5 megapixelei, a to devchonki kupili 3.2, a mne etogo nedostatochno... Nu i potom - v WalMart, gde ya snova ostavila kuchu deneg... No zato ya nakupila sebe kosmetiki vsyakoi i ukrashenii. Ya ponyala, chto eti dve veshi - moya bolshaya slabost. Stoit mne tolko uvidet otdel ili magazin s necklaces, bracelets i t. d., kak ya ostavlyau tam pochti vse svoi dengi. Kosmetika tut ochen horoshaya, mojno daje naiti to, chto stoit deshevle, chem u nas v Rossii. Hotela kupit sebe pomadu, no dermo pokupat ne hotelos, a doroguu poboyalas - na glaz ne opredelish, kakie zveta tebe idut, a kakie net. V sleduushii ra kuplu sebe pomadu samogo temnogo zveta, kotoruu smogu naiti ))))

Segodnya vse counselor'i uehali na trip s detmi. Pogoda stoit ujasnaya, poetomu ya ne znau, kuda oni poedut. Na udivlenie, zvezda poehala s nimi!.. Ya pochemu-to bila uverena, chto on ostanetsa. Mi s Yulkoi S daje posoprit hoteli - ona bila uverena, chto on uedet! I kogda ya ego segodnya uvidela v ego krasnoi teploi koftochke, ya ponyala, chto moya intuiziya menya podvela! Horosho, chto mi tak ni na chto ne posporili ))))) A eshe pered zavtrakom ya snova postavila na ego ryad butilki, gde moloka sovsem chut-chut. Posle zavtraka ya poshla sobirat moloko so stolov, tak on podoshel ko mne i utashil odnu butilku! Dolgo stoyal i vibiral, gde pobolshe. Ya sprosila: "Do you need more milk?" On skazal chto-to tipa "Yeah", ya daje ne pomnu, skazal li on spasibo ili net. Dumayu zavtra prinesti emu polnuu butilku moloka. Vot v takie marazmi mi vpadaem!..

A eshe ya vchera nakonez-to nashla "Lost Souls" na angliiskom!!! Ya tak dolgo iskala etu knigu... I kupila ee vsego za 2.50!!! Obaldet!!!

@настроение: medium

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06:17

Cries in Norwegian
Nevovremya menya segodnya depra shvatila... Nikak ne hochet otpuskat... Dermo..........

Vse proishodit ne v mou polzu... I menya eto ugnetaet...



Ved lubvi ne sushestvuet, pravda?..



Togda chto je seichas chuvstvuu ya?..

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вторник, 27 июля 2004
09:24

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Huevo... Eshe kak...

Pochemu, esli ya bous, chto chto-to proizoidet, eto obyazatelno proishodit?!..

A seichas ya bous... Ochen bous...

V moei dushe jivet zlobnii chervyak, kotorii postoyanno tochit ee, tochit...

Kakaya je ya dura!.. Pochemu ya odna vsegda ostaus v prolete?..

A mojet, ya snova sebya nakruchivau?.. Da ne mojet, a tochno...

Ved lubvi ne bivaet, pravda?.. Lubov - eto to, chto glupie ludi pridumivaut sebe!!!

Seichas ya hochu uehat otsuda pobistree. Ya zabudu ego...

@настроение: dermo

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03:40

Ishite v kommentah

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Porziya fotok nashego lagerya i raznih ludei ^^ Eti fotki ya otkopala v papke "Jacek" ^^ (Interesno, eto on fotkal?!)

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01:52

Support staff 2004

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A eto nash support staff vo vsei svoei prelesti i krase.

Nijnii ryad (sleva napravo): Ania (Poland), Magda (Poland), DD (Poland), Agnieszka (Poland), Kate aka GP - eto i est tot samii "Harry Potter", o kotorom ya pisala (Poland) i Albina (Russia)

Srednii ryad - devushki (sleva napravo): Lenka (Czech Republic), Yulya V (Russia), sami znaete kto, Natasha (Russia), Yulya S (Russia), Petra (Czech Republic), Olesya (Russia) i Marina (Russia)

Verhnii ryad - parni (sleva napravo): Gary - nash glavnii povar (USA), Sean - nash nachalnik po kuhne (USA), Peter - 2-oi povar (Poland), Michal (Czech Republic), Ruslan (Russia), Dana (USA) i Martin (Czech Republic).





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