понедельник, 26 июля 2004
08:37

Cries in Norwegian
V kommentah - zashibennaya fotka ^^

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воскресенье, 25 июля 2004
18:54

Vot tak iz zvezdi on prevratilsya v zvezduna ^^

Cries in Norwegian
Posle nashego vcherashnego pozora v inet-klasse (a tochnee moego pozora, t.k. Yulka S tak isterichno ne rjala, kak ya, i mordoi o klavu ne bilas), ya reshila nad zvezdunom horoshenko poprikalivatsa. Segodnya za zavtrakom ya vzyala na sebya otvetstvennost raznosit po stolam butilki s golubim molokom. Znaya, chto on posle kajdogo zavtraka unosit s soboi butilku golubogo moloka, ya spezialno postavila na ves tot ryad, gde on obichno sidit, butilki, gde moloka menshe polovini ili sovsem na donishke. I dlya podstrahovki na ryad u okna. Dumau: chto delat budet? Pridet poprosit ili snova budet pobiratsa? Reshila voobshe podnosi nikomu ne davat i daje v dining hall ne vihodit, chtobi lishnii raz ne napominat o sebe. Podnos on tak i ne vzyal. Ya reshila, chto u nego snova depra i on ne prishel na zavtrak, i vdrug Sean poprosil menya check salad bars! Vot blin, dumau, no rabota est rabota. Vihoju v dining, ishu glazami - sidit!!! Vo glave stola - kak raz kuda ya menshe vsego moloka postavila. On srazu uvidel menya, i u menya tut je rot v ulibke rasplilsya!!! Tak ya i libilas ves breakfast. A potom, posle zavtraka, ya poshla v dining hall sobirat maslo. Smotru - a on navstrechu s podnosom idet! Ya daje pozdorovalas s nim, hotya planirovala ne zdorovatsa, pomahala ruchkoi, i on pozdorovalsya v otvet! Potom on podoshel k Yulke V, kotoraya sobirala moloko, i utashil u nee butilochku! ^^ I vse ravno on ochen krasivii! Ya nichego ne mogu s soboi podelat! Pust on i schitaet menya poslednei duroi i dolboebkoi, no on mne vse ravno nravitsa i budet nravitsa! Budu lubovatsa im so storoni!

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08:07

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Kak ya silno lohanulas tolko chto... Ujjjjasno!

Vse, mne tak stidno, mne ochen stidno... Teper nikakoi zvezdi i v mislyah moih ne budet bolshe!!!

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07:39

Nedopisannoe... K sojaleniu, zakonchit ne hvatilo sil (((

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My greatest day off. Part 2: Rock climbing



Kogda ya prosnulsya utrom v domike Kate, ya srazu osoznal, gde nahojus, i vspomnil vse proizoshedshee v tot vecher. ^^ Vprochem, ya bila pochti edinstvennim chelovekom, kto eshe spal. Vse ostalnie bili uje na nogah, krome menya i Michelle. No vskore mi vstali i ochen bistro sobralis, chtobi poskoree ehat v Boston!

No pered etim v nashih planah bilo podnyatsa na skalu. Michelle i krystie sprashivali menya, hochu li ya ehat s nimi na rock climbing. Chestno govorya, mne bilo vse ravno kuda ehat - kuda ugodno, kuda edut oni.

Togda ya eshe malo predstavlyal, chto takoe rock climbing. Ya pochemu-to podumal, chto mi priedem k podnojiu gori, na vershinu kotoroi nam predstoit zabratsa. No vmesto etogo posle trudnogo podyema ya uvidel otvesnuu skalu, vertikalnuu, slovno stena. U menya podkosilis nogi. "Vi sobralis na nee zabratsa? - sprosil ya. - You are crazy!!!" "Mi eto kajdii den delaem!" - otvetila Michelle, i ya vspomnil, chto ona spezialist po ropes v nashem lagere (ropes, ili verevki - eto takoe zanyatie dlya detei, kogda oni pri pomoshi verevki i razlichnih vistupaushih chastei zabirautsa po vertikalnoi stene).

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04:52

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U menya, pohoje, zvezdnaya bolezn... Ya boleu zvezdoi ^^

Vot dosye na zvezdu:

Name: Jacek Krakowski

Age: 25

Place of living: Poland

Nu i fakti vsyakie:

1) vodit mashinu (samii klassnii driver v nashem lagere, na moi vzglyad, kto bi chto ni govoril)

2) spezialist v sailing

3) a znachit, horosho plavaet

4) igraet na gitare

5) hudojnik (narisoval klyovii truck!!!)

6) rugaetsa matom (edinstvennii minus)

Segodnya u nego bil day off. Pod vecher on kuda-to uehal, a kuda - ne znau. No mne grustno kak-to... Vo vtornik u nashei kompanii day off. Nakonez-to u menya vihodnoi sovpadaet s vihodnim vseh russkih!.. Hochu v Boston - v tretii raz!!!

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суббота, 24 июля 2004
22:39 

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Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра

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09:57

Pro nashego mestnogo "Harry Pottera" ^^

Cries in Norwegian
Est u nas odna takaya *** (ne budu nezenzurno virajatsa). Zovut Kate (Katarzyna). Familiya Okaj. Rabotaet v laundry, mojno skazat, nasha nachalniza. Kak ona nas vseh dostala!!! U nee takoi protivnii golos, a kogda ona vizjit, on stanovitsa eshe protivnee!.. Inogda ona kajetsa mne simpatichnoi, a inogda - nastoyashei urodinoi, kakih eshe svet ne vidival!!!.. No samoe glavnoe - vneshne ona ujjjjasno pohoja na Harry Pottera!!!

Takie je ochki, takoe je krugloe lizo, absolutno takaya je ulibka! Mi daje prozvishe ei pridumali - "GP" ot "Harry Potter" (GP - eto konspiraziya, chtobi nikto ne dogadalsya). Olesya odnajdi ezdila s nei vdvoem po public toilets. Potom nam rasskazivala: "Kate chistila sink'i. Pobrizgala na rakovinu snachala odnoi jidkostyu, potom drugoi, posle chego eshe odnoi, zatem eshe kakoi-to, a posle etogo vzyala shetku (tipa ershika) i nachala vse eto po krugu chistit, kak budto Harry potter varit zelye!!!" ^___________^

A eshe u nee privichka ko vsemu pridiratsa, hotya sama ona nichego ne delaet, tolko komanduet. U nee postoyanno pretenzii k russkim (sama ona polyachka), ona chasto obvinyaet menya v tom, chego ya ne delala. Samoe obidnoe, chto protiv nee ne popresh!!!..

A posle vcherashnego ya ee eshe bolshe nenaviju!!!!!!!!!!

Kakogo hrena ona k nashei zvezde podkativaet, a?.. Glaza vikolu i sheu svernu!!!

A segodnya ona prishla v laundry s dvumya kosichkami. Dumala, krasivee stanet?.. Ni figa podobnogo!!! Urodine uje nichego ne pomojet!!! A vecherom, kogda mi shli v inet, ona vozvrashalas iz Retreat'a s raspushennimi volosami. Nu konechno je, tam je nasha zvezda sidela!.. Nujno pered zvezdoi prihoroshitsa!..

Vot nafiga ona emu, kto-nibud mne skajet?.. Ona ved takaya protivnaya!

A segodnya mne pochemu-to zahotelos uznat ee poblije. Ee vse nenavidyat, potomu chto nichego ne znaut o nei. Mne zahotelos uznat o nei pobolshe. No vot beda - s takimi, kak ona, obichno razgovarivat ne o chem.

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09:33

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Fuck!!! Blyahen muhen, kak bi skazal Vanya!!! Vse! Vse dostalo! Zaebalo, chto moi diary teper chitaut vse podryad!!! Vprochem, ya sama vinovata - nezachem bilo trepat pro nego na ves lager. No teper, kogda obsujdenie moego dnevnika vedetsa za stolom (!!!), ya vinujdena snova ego zakrit. Nefig!.. Ne hochu, chtobi ego chitali te, komu ya ne doveryau! Brrrrr!..

A eshe eto dolbanoe proyavlenie individualnosti... Konechno, chelovek, viglyadyashii i odevaushiisya ne tak, kak vse, srazu vizivaet mnogo vzglyadov i obsujdenii. Konechno, nosit goticheskuu atrubutiku ya ne perestanu, no ne postradaet li ot etogo moe mesto v lagere?.. Kak horosho, chto u nas lager ne religioznii... )))

A eshe mne uje davno kajetsa, chto ya nravlus odnomu cheloveku v lagere. A komu - ne skaju. Na eto menya natalkivaet mnojestvo faktorov. No on mne sovsem ne nravitsa...

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08:21

Fotki nashego lagerya!!!

Cries in Norwegian
Dobrii chel po imeni Martin nadelal kuchu fotok s nashim staff'om i pomestil na svoi site! Vsem smotret!!!



http://www.martinkoubek.czweb.org/usa2004/index.htm



Tam daje ya est na dvuh fotkah ^^ Kto menya naidet - mojete vzyat s polki pirojok ^^

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08:15

Nu nravitsa mne... Chto podelat - 3

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Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me



On a Monday, I am waiting

Tuesday, I am fading

And by Wednesday, I can't sleep

Then the phone rings, I hear you

And the darkness is a clear view

Cuz you've come to rescue me



Fall... With you, I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts



Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me



I am moody, messy

I get restless, and it's senseless

How you never seem to care



Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast

Well, I hit that bottom

Crash, you're all I have



Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me



How do you know everything I'm about to say?

Am I that obvious?

And if it's written on my face...

I hope it never goes away... yeah



On a Monday, I am waiting

And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...

So I can breathe



Ohhhhh

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

Ohhhhh

It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

Ohhhhh

I love how you can tell

Ohhhhh

I love how you can tell

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

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08:13

Nu nravitsa mne... Chto podelat - 2

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Hoobastank - The Reason



I'm not a perfect person

As many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear



I've found a resaon for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You [x4]



I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

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08:09

Nu nravitsa mne... Chto podelat - 1

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Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending



Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread



You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending



You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done



He was everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending



You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

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07:50

Cries in Norwegian
Vchera Albina sprosila u menya, mojno li pochitat zapisi v moem dnevnike. A ya uje bous davat na nego ssilku svoim zdeshnim druzyam - zdes sploshnie sopli, vse budut rjat. K tomu je zachem vsem podryad znat o tom, chto ya zdes pishu, pravda?..

Vse, ya bolshe ne poedu v Walmart!!! Ya dumala - kuplu samoe neobhodimoe, a vmesto etogo ostavila tam vse svoi dengi!!! U menya est malenkaya slabost - esli ya prihoju v univermag s bolshoi summoi deneg, ya trachu pochti vse!!! Osobenno esli natikaus na jewellery i kosmetiku (!!!) Raduet, chto nakupila sebe ofigennih brasletov s krestami. A eshe zepochku s krestom i sergi krestikami. Teper hoju, vsya krestami obveshannaya ^^

Interesno, pochenu, kogda mimo prohodit *, u menya podkashivautsa nogi??? A kogda ya polna reshimosti s nim zagovorit, ego, kak nazlo, netu!!!

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пятница, 23 июля 2004
04:57

Cries in Norwegian
Chuvstvuu sebya schastlivoi duroi. Ah, zvezda posmotrela na menya! Zvezda ulibnulas mne! Zvezda skazala mne "Hi"! (I to tolko posle togo, kak ya pozdorovalas s nei). Daaaaaa, dura - eto uje diagnoz! ^________^

A eshe on segodnya bil v goluboi futbolochke. Pryam kak u menya ^^ Ya ego daje ne uznala snachala!

V Phope vchera bilo zdorovo! Ya bila edinstvennoi, kto ne pil ni kapelki, v to vremya kak vse ostalnie bili nemnogo pod gradusom. Ya ne lublu Phop, no mne udalos otorvatsa daje pod nenavistnii mnoi hip-hop! Kogda ehali obratno, mne tak hotelos pospat v van'e, no menya postoyanno pihali so vseh storon! Sidevshii ryadom Petr pochti chto zadavil menya svoei tushei (on obnimalsya s Yulei V), Magda i Wojtek szadi menya voobshe pornuhu ustroili i pinali menya szadi kolenkami... Obichno posle takih vot meropriyatii kajdii raz na zadnem sidenye ustraivaut pornuhu ^^ Interesno, zvezda videla eto?.. Ya dumau, chto ona vse ponimala. On takoi viderjannii, ya prosto porajaus!.. Hotya vchera on prikriknul na nashih, kogda dogadalsya, chto oni pyut v machine. No vse ravno, u nego stolko terpeniya!.. Ya vchera ehala obratno i dumala o tom, kak klassno ehat, kogda za rulem zvezda, kak akkuratno on vezet nas, hotya uje temno na ulize!..

A zavtra u nas viziting day - k izbalovannim devkam priezjaut ih roditeli. Etot den menya postavit rakom i vstavit so vsei sili. Nu vot, ya siju tut, a tolko chto prishla zvezda ^^ I sidit szadi v ojidanii kompa ^^

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00:43

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Menya zadolbal inet!!! Uje poperek gorla sidit. Mne tak len inogda otrivat jopu ot krovati, idti v inet-klass, chitat odno i to je... No tem ne menee ya otrivau, i idu, i chitau. I pishu vdobavok vsyakuu chush, hotya inogda sovsem ne hochetsa. Kak seichas, naprimer. Poetomu gotovtes ko vsyakoi burde )))))

Vchera ya nakonez sobralas i shodila na public beach. Nakonez-to ya ponyala, chto mne nujno bilo vse eto veremya!!! Prosto iskupatsa, okunutsa v prohladnuu vodu (hotya voda tam bila na redkost teplaya, ya daje sama ne ojidala), poplavat, prignut v vodu!!!!!!! Nezabivaemo!!! Obidno, chto segodnya ya snova idu Sean'u pomogat. A to bi ya snova poshla.

A voobshe menya uje dostal plyaj v lagere. Vot na hrena, skajite, zagorat na plyaje, esli daje net vozmojnosti okunutsa v vodu?.. Zato tam est odin plus - zvezda (ili, kak govorit Morkvi4ka, "Tonut mojno"... ^________^) A na public beach net zvezdi. Zato kupatsa mojno skolko vlezet.

Seichas ya siju za kompom, a sprava ot menya sidit Utka ^^

Est u nas takoi paren po imeni David, on vneshne udivitelno pohoj na utku!!! Ego kepka sozdaet vpechatlenie utyachjego kluva, a eshe on ochan smeshno kryakaet! Kogda mi s Morkvi4koi vpali v marazm i raspisali nekotorih parnei nashego lagerya na nashih jenihov, Yulke V dostalas Utka (a mne Kryakozyabra... brrrrr!) S teh por mi postoyanno nad Utkoi prikalivaemsya. Vchera sidim s Natahoi v stolovoi, vdvoem, prohodit mimo Utka i sprashivaet: "Polish?" A mi otvechaem: "Net, Russian!" Posle chego on vidaet chisto russkoe "Privet!" Mi ofigeli!.. A potom, uje vecherom, kogda mi sideli vsei kompaniei v dining hall'e (i zvezda eshe k nam podsela), mimo prohodila Utka. Ya dumayu: "Dai-ka nad Utkoi poprikalivaus!" I govoru emu: "Privet!" On tak obradivalsya, zaulibalsya, v otvet: "Privet, privet!" Ya ego sprashivau: "What is your favourite animal?" On zadumalsya. "I don't know", - govorit. A nashi vse sidyat i rjut!!! "Maybe, duck?" - sprashivau ego, posle chego Morkvi4ka pod vseobshii rjach vrezala mne po spine! "Why duck?" - udivilsya on. Sidevshaya ryadom zvezda pokazala na kepku. Morkvi4ka povernulas i skazala emu "Jacek, ti predatel", no on vryad li ponyal..

A eshe mi tut ezdili v Phop... Nas vezla zvezda! Ezdit so zvezdoi - sploshnoe udovolstvie! Ya voobshe porajaus, kak tolko on soglasilsya povezti nas v Phop, hotya sam on, po-vidimomu, ne lubit podobnie zavedeniya! eto tak blagorodno!!!.. Da, Morkvi4ka prava - on vel sebya kak nastoyashaya zvezda, a mi, vmesto togo chtobi sidet spokoino i ne meshat vesti van, orali na zdnih sidenyah i otvlekali ego! Mne tak stidno pered nim!.. V tot vecher mne hotelos podoiti k nemu i poblagodarit za to, chto on soglasilsya bit nashim voditelem, no kogda on proshel mimo, slova zastryali v gorle. On takoi zabotlivii, takoi vnimatelnii! Tak ostorojno vodit mashinu! I kogda mi priehali obratno on zaehal v lager i visadil nas neposredstvenno tam, v to vremya kak kakoi-nibud Lukas vikinul bi nas na parking area, mol, dalshe dobiraites sami. Obidno, chto zvezda ne kompaneiskii chelovek... Sovsem (((((

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вторник, 20 июля 2004
16:33

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Zavtra budet rovno tri nedeli s moego vizita v Manray, a ya tak o nem i ne napisala. ((((( Emozii pochti vse ushli, ostalis tolko vospominaniya - yarkie i nezabivaemie. I ob A. ya bolshe ne dumau... S poyavleniem zvezdi )))) Chto podelat, nado je sebya kak-to razvlekat v etom bogom zabitom meste!!! Vot i poyavlyautsa vsyakie zvezdi, utki, kryakozyabri i t.d. ))))

A vot to, gde ya nepremenno budu... Ochen skoro! http://www.manrayclub.com/

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06:35

Cries in Norwegian
Zvezda snova sidit ryadom ;)

Zavtra "ona" povezet nas v Phop )))

Ya ne lublu Phop, no radi takogo sluchaya... "Vse podrujki po param, po param..." RUSYOK, NE CHITAI TO, CHTO YA PISHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Zavrta ponabludaem, kak Rusyok s Michelle zajigat budut )))))))))))

Pisat bolshe nechego ))))))))))))))))

@музыка: vopli Ruska na zadnem plane

@настроение: horoshee

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понедельник, 19 июля 2004
02:19

Memory - 3

Cries in Norwegian
The Sisters of Mercy 'Black Planet'



(In the western sky)

(My kingdom come)



So still so dark all over Europe

And I ride down the highway 101

By the side of the ocean headed for sunset

For the kingdom come

for the



Black

Black planet

Black

Black world



Run around in the radiation

Run around in the acid rain

On a

Black

Black planet

Black planet hanging over the highway

Out of my mind's eye

Out of the memory

Black world out of my mind



Still so dark all over Europe

And the rainbow rises here

In the western sky

The kill to show for

At the end of the great white pier

I see a



Run around in the radiation

Tune in turn on burn out in the acid rain on a..

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02:17

Memory - 2

Cries in Norwegian
Tori Amos 'Crucify'



Every finger in the room is pointing at me

I wanna spit in their faces

Then I get afraid what that could bring

I got a bowling ball in my stomach

I got a desert in my mouth

Figures that my COURAGE would choose to sell out now.



I've been looking for a saviour in these dirty streets

Looking for a saviour beneath these dirty sheets

I've been raising up my hands

Drive another nail in

Just what GOD needs

One more victim



Why do we crucify ourselves

Every day I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Every day I crucify myself

And my HEART is sick of being in chains



Got a kick for a dog beggin' for LOVE

I gotta have my suffering

So that I can have my cross

I know a cat named Easter

He says will you ever learn

You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird



I've been looking for a saviour in these dirty streets

Looking for a saviour beneath these dirty sheets

I've been raising up my hands

Drive another nail in

Got enough GUILT to start

My own religion



Why do we crucify ourselves

Every day I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Every day I crucify myself

And my HEART is sick of being in chains



Please be

Save me

I CRY



Looking for a saviour in these dirty streets

Looking for a saviour beneath these dirty sheets

I've been raising up my hands

Drive another nail in

Where are those angels

When you need them



Why do we crucify ourselves

Every day I crucify myself

Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself

Every day I crucify myself

And my HEART is sick of being in chains



Why do we change (chains?)

Crucify ourselves

Everyday



Never going back again

Crucify myself again

You know

Never going back again to

Crucify myself

Everyday

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02:15

Memory - 1

Cries in Norwegian
Linkin Park 'Numb'



I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)



I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired, so much more aware

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



Can't you see that you're smothering me?

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control

'Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart, right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

An' every second I waste is more than I can take



And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me

With someone disappointed in you



I've

Become so numb

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

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