02:26

Cries in Norwegian
Medlenno idet vremya moego vihodnogo...

Daje ne znau, kuda devatsa...

Navernoe, ya vse-taki stormozil, chto ne poehal na plyaj! Seichas uje jaleu!

Zato hot vispalsya... Proshelsya v Jo Jo's za batareikami, v itoge kupil gel dlya dusha, oreshkov, morojenoe, holodnii limonad... Mnogo chego! Po doroge v magazin na ostatok batareek reshil poslushat Dream Theater. V zelom neploho, no uje na tretyei pesne ya osoznal nepreodolimoe jelanie poslushat Baiser ^^ Blago ih disk bil u menya s soboi ^^ I, kak nazlo, batareiki seli pryamo pered Four Seasons!!! Na puti obratno ya slushal Baiser i naslajdalsya... Ya ponyal, pochemu vse eto vremya ne skuchal po nim! Obichno skuchaesh po tomu, chego net ryadom... A ya vzyal s soboi zelih tri diska. Poetomu i skuchau po tomu, chto ne mogu v dannii moment poslushat.

A eshe ya segodnya fotkal mestnie kladbisha ^^ Kladbisha v USA i v Rossii silno otlichautsa drug ot druga! Zdes oni ochen malenkie, na otkritoi poverhnosti, tam sovsem net dereviev! I nadgrobnie pamyatniki zdes sovsem drugie... Ya sam udivilsya. Interesno bi uznat amerikanskie tradizii zahoroneniya...

A vchera ya pogovoril s Michelle! Nakonez-to!

Ona pereehala v Bonsai!!! I teper mi sosedi!!! Schastlivie ludi, kotorie jivut v Bonsai!!! Agnieszka, Ania, D.D., Olesya, vse, kto tam jivet!!! Ya uj v shutku sobralsya k nim pereezjat, kogda uznal ^^ Na samom dele, ya bi ni za chto ne brosil nashih ^^

A eshe u Michelle ofigitelnii notebook!!! Ya sidel ryadom, a ona pitalas pochinit svoi site!

Cries in Norwegian
Menya vse osujdaut, chto v svoi day off ya ostaus v lagere, a ne edu kuda-nibud. Osobenno Vanya - on voobshe ne mojet ponyat, pochemu ya ne zahotel ehat na plyaj vmeste s polsko-cheshskoi kompaniei!!! Komu kakoe delo??? Kajdii otdihaet tak, kak hochet!.. Esli ya reshil, chto luchshe mne ostatsya zdes, tem bolee chto mne zdes nravitsa - znachit, tak luchshe!!! A te, kto popitaetsa projit mou jizn za menya - poshli v jopu!!!!!

Zato ya segodnya vispalsya! Pospal do 10-ti, hotya obichno vstau v 6.00... Mog bi daje spat podolshe, esli bi Loshad, Rijaya i ije s nimi ne razoralis!!! Hlopali dvermi prosto ujasno!!!

Seichas poidu na lunch, a potom progulyaus v Jo Jo's, budu po doroge slushat v pleere disk Dream Theater, kotorii mne Ruslan dal poslushat! A ya dam emu disk Baiser! Tolko kakoi iz treh emu davat?

Sleduushii day off ya tochno provedu polnostyu protivopolojno etomu day off'u!!!!!

Ya ne budu nichego govorit napered... Skaju tolko, chto plani grandiozneishie!!!

Dengi uletaut tolko tak... Ya ne znau, skolko deneg uidet na eto. Vrode bi, hochetsa zabit, no s drugoi storoni, kogda ya eshe budu zdes!!! Tem bolee chto u nas takoe vryad li naidesh!!!

Bous, chto mne pridetsa brat dengi 'in advance'... (((((

Esli devchonki nichego ne pereputali i v laundry day off mojno sebe vibirat (a na sleduushei nedele ya stopudovo budu v laundry, tak kak tretyu nedelu na kitchen - nevinosimo!!!), to vse budet SUGOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

05:29

Cries in Norwegian
Vse segodnya kuvirkom. Nu chto za den!!! Vot oni, pervie trudnosti samostoyatelnoi jizni!.. Posle utrennego promivaniya mozgov, vrode bi, vse naladilos, Sean daje ostalsya dovolen, a potom menya ugorazdilo slomat odnu shtuki dlya rezatelnoi machini (ne znau, kak ona nazivaetsa). Vrode kak meloch, po suti, ne samu machinu je ya slomal!.. Von Michal kajdii raz razbivaet po stakanu. No ya uje mislenno prigotovilsya, chto Sean otpravit menya v laundry na "pojiznennoe zakluchenie" (to est do 18 avgusta). Interesno, pochemu ya tak bous, chto menya otpravyat v laundry?! Ved, govoryat, chto tam rabotat namnogo legche!.. Da i k Michelle budu blije ^^ Navernoe, sam fakt: vot posmotrite, naskolko ploho ya rabotau, chto menya daje ne zahoteli ostavlyat na kuhne!!! A rabotau ya deistvitelno ploho, soznaus. Kogda nujno stoyat u stola i vipolnyat prosbi camper'ov i counselor'ov, ya zaglyadivaus na Michelle. Kogda nujno nosit podnosi (samii nastoyashii non-stop), ya pyu punch. Kogda nujno rabotat v polnuu silu, hohochu, veselus, boltau s Vanei. Komu nujni takie halyavshiki??? No ya uje ispravlyaus. Konechno, ya derjus za svoe mesto ne tak, kak Petra s Lenkoi, prosto ya znau, chto domoi menya ne otpravyat, tak kak staffa u nih v etom godu ochen malo, i oni derjatsa za kajdogo. No ya bous bit otpravlennim v laundry. I pered soboi, i pered drugimi.

Mne tak stidno... Pered Seanom v pervuu ochered.

Segodnya v pervii raz postiral svoi veshi. Tochnee, do etogo mi odin raz uje stirali, vse vmeste prichem, i ya osobogo uchastiya v etom prozesse ne prinimal. A segodnya ya nauchilsya polzovatsa i washing machine, i dryer'om za odin den. Vsemu rano ili pozdno prihoditsa uchitsa. A eshe moi dve nochnie rubashechki pokrasilis v rozovii zvet ^^ No ya v etom ne vinovat ^^

Spina bolit ujasno... I had a terrible backache, when was putting glasses on that damned thing...

Kak je ya bil rad, kogda vchera nashi vernulis iz poezdki!.. Siju ya v inete, tut slishu - kto-to vhodit v komnatu, oborachivaus - Ruslan! On kak raz i skazal mne nazvanie gruppi, kotoraya poet "Someday" (Nickelback). Potom prishli vse nashi. Ya i ne dumal, chto tak privyajus k kuchke kakih-to zivilov... No seichas ya etu kuchku ni na chto bi ne promenyal. Vchera ya s takim udovolstviem poluchil porzui smeha, kotoruu jajdal ves den!.. Uje v sumerkah, mi sideli v spezialno otvedennom meste dlya kureniya - ya, Vanya i Ruslan, Ruslan kuril (vot pridurok!!! Derjalsya bolshe nedeli, a potom snova pristrastilsya...), a mi s Vanei veselilis i rjali. Ruslan rasskazival nam pro gruppu Dream Theater, igraushuu v stile thrash metal, ya sprosil: "Tam jenskii vokal ili mujskoi?" On otvetil: "Mujskoi, ochen visokii". "Takoi?" - sprosil ya i zavil. Vane ponravilas eta ideya, i on nachal vit volkom (iz nego takoi klevii parodist, kruche Galkina!) I tut emu otvetila kakaya-to sobaka!!! Gde-to daleko-daleko nachala vit!!! Vanya zalayal ei v otvet! Sobaka toje zalayala! Mi ochen dolgo smeyalis!

A zavtra u menya day off. Ya reshil pobit odin. Bivaut takie momenti, kogda hochetsya, chtobi tebya ostavili v pokoe. K tomu je ya ne vse vremya budu odin, a tolko togda, kogda vse budut rabotat. Navernoe, progulyaus v Jo Jo's za batareikami. Moi batareiki pochti seli, a ya tolko segodnya zametil, chto zdeshnie rozetki ne podhodyat dlya moego zaryajatelya. ((( Budu slushat Baiser... Ya tak skuchau po Sisters of Mercy!!! Kogda vernus domoi, pervim delom poslushau ih. Neskolko dnei podryad mne poperemenno vspominalis "Flood II" i "Black Planet"... Skuchau po Kraftwerk, skuchau po Endorphine... Prosti, Baiser, no po tebe ya sovsem ne skuchau...

18:39 

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Cries in Norwegian
Nickelback "Someday"





How the hell did we wind up like this

Why weren't we able

To see the signs that we missed

And try to turn the tables



I wish you'd unclench your fists

And unpack your suitcase

Lately there's been too much of this

Dont think its too late



Nothin's wrong

just as long as

you know that someday I will



Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when



Well i hoped that since we're here anyway

We could end up saying

Things we've always needed to say

So we could end up stringing

Now the story's played out like this

Just like a paperback novel

Lets rewrite an ending that fits

Instead of a hollywood horror



Nothin's wrong

just as long as

you know that someday I will



Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)



[Solo]



How the hell did we wind up like this

Why weren't we able

To see the signs that we missed

And try to turn the tables

Now the story's played out like this

Just like a paperback novel

Lets rewrite an ending that fits

Instead of a hollywood horror



Nothin's wrong

just as long as

you know that someday I will



Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

Someday, somehow

gonna make it allright but not right now

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

I know you're wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

I know you're wondering when


04:37

Cries in Norwegian
Hochu v gori... Oni dlya menya slovno maniya, kakaya-to pochi nesbitochnaya mechta... Ya tak hochu vzobratsa na vershinu!!! Tolko teper ya veru v osushestvlenie etoi mechti vse menshe i menshe...

I pridetsya mne v svoi day off sidet v lagere i valyat duraka. ((((

Segodnya ya snova pereseksya s Michelle. Vo vremya luncha ona podoshla k nashemu stolu i poprosila nalit ei pink lemonade. Ya sprosil, hochet li ona nemnogo lda v kuvshinchik. Ona soglasilyas. Ya nalil ei limonada, prines, i tut ona mne chto-to govorit. Ya nachinau ee peresprashivat... I tut ponimau, chto ona skazala mne "I live in Maple" ili chto-to v etom rode. K chemu ona eto skazala?.. Neujeli ona snova priglashaet menya tuda?.. Ili prosto napomnila o svoem davnem priglashenii?.. Kso, a ya, raspizdyai, daje ne znau, gde etot Maple nahoditsa. ((((

Navernoe, ne nujno obyasnyat, chto ya obslujivau ee vsegda, kogda ona podhodit k nashemu stolu, i ya vsegda lubovno vitirau stoliki, za kotorimi sidyat deti iz Maple, v tom chisle i ona.

Tak uj rasporyadilas sudba, chto Michelle - chut li ne edinstvennii chelovek, chyu rech ya voobshe ne ponimau. Esli ranshe mne kazalos, chto ya ponimau 50% ee rechi, to seichas ya ponyal, chto s trudom razlichau hotya bi slovo. Nu chto za jizn, a?..

Segodnya u nas bil cook out. A eto namnogo legche, chem obichnii dinner. Po krainei mere, ne nado mit etu goru lojek-vilok. Ne nujno govorit, chto ona tam toje bila so svoim vivodkom. Obidno, no edinstvennoe mesto, gde ya mogu s nei normalno poobshatsa - eto internet-klass, sidya v ocheredi v ojidanii kompa. Seichas, navernoe, progulyaus i poishu Maple.

Skuchno. Nikogo net!.. Net Vani, kotorii smeshit svoimi zachastuu tupimi shutkami!.. Net obeih Yul, net Albini, net Ruslana na hudoi konez... Ya znau, chto ochen skoro oni vernutsa, no seichas vremya tyanetsa nevinosimo dolgo!.. Vot chto znachit bit privyazannim k kompanii!..

Zdorovo! Daje v kompanii zivilov mojno bit samim soboi! Nedavno Vanya skazal mne, chto u menya na 30% mujskoi intellekt. Chitaite eto i oblamivaites te, kto schital menya do konza devushkoi!!! Vot vam tochka zreniya parnya!!! Ya skazal emu, chto do moego rojdeniya jdali malchika i hoteli nazvat Seryojei, tak teper Vanya menya zovet iskluchitelno Seryogoi!!! ^^

Vrode kak mnogo mislei bilo v golove, a kak sel za komp - ni odnoi ne ostalos... (((

Itak, chtobi mne bilo neskuchno v kakom-libo meste, mne nujno imet:

1) kompaniu, v kotoroi interesno i veselo;

2) cheloveka, kotorii nravitsa - chtobi mojno bilo postoyanno dumat o nem i slidit za nim;

3) kakoe-nibud zanyatie.

Pervie dva punkta u menya uje imeyutsa... A vot s zanyatiem problemi! Odnoobraznaya i tupaya rabota zadalbivaet!!!

Cries in Norwegian
Nu vot... Ot menya otpisalis dva cheloveka!.. I samoe ujasnoe, chto daje ne ponyat, kto imenno. Neujeli vseh tak zadalbivaet chitat eti moi angliisko-russkie zakoruchki?! Ya bi i rad chto-nibud izmenit, no sdelat nichego ne mogu, uvi...

04:08

Cries in Norwegian
Uje v tretii raz slishu na mestnom amerikanskom radio odnu pesnu... V stile rock, no medlennaya, pripev nachinaetsya so slov "Some day, some... chto-to tam" Ona zapala mne v dushu! Mojet, kto-nibud slishal ee i znaet, kak ona nazivaetsa i kto ee poet!.. Po logike, u nas v Rossii ee toje doljni krutit! Podskajite!

04:01

Cries in Norwegian
Vot chto ya prismotrel na web-saite Bostonskogo goticheskogo magazina. Kogda budu snova v Bostone, kuplu.



18:52

Cries in Norwegian
Fuuuuh... Breakfast proshel. Odna tret segodnyashnei huini. Horosho, chto ya stoyal na posudomoechnoi machine posle zavtraka, a to posle luncha ya obichno diko ustau, a posle dinnera voobshe valus s nog.

Chem bi zanyatsa?..

U menya vsya nineshnyaa jizn - rabota, internet, rabota, internet, rabota, internet, son, rabota, internet, rabota.... S uma soiti mojno!.. K tomu je mne ujasno skuchno. Vse nashi, vospolzovavshis day offom, poehali v gori. Ya snachala popitalsya na nih obidetsa - kak oni mogut ehat otdihat, daje ne podumav obo mne, kogda ya budu pahat full working day!!!!! - no potom postavil sebya na ih mesto i prishel k vivodu, chto sam sdelal bi to je samoe...

Seichas ya bi vse otdal, chtobi pyat chasov podnimatsa po sklonu gori, tolko dlya togo, chtobi uvidet etot obaldennii vid s vershini... Duh zahvativaet!..

A vmesto etogo - gryaznie stoli, ispachkannoi kuchkoi golodnih amerikanskih detei, poli, gora gryaznoi posudi...

Fuck!!!!!!!!!

Vpervie v jizni ya mogu s uverennostyu skazat, chto nenaviju detei!!! Hotya, s drugoi storoni, oni ni v chem ne vinovati! Oni (tochnee, ih roditeli) vilojili 9000$, i imeut pravo potrebovat pervoklassnoe obslujivanie!..

A eshe segodnya vsu noch lil dojd...

Yulya V, Yulya S, Albina, Vanya, Ruslan, Lukas, Jacek - vi schastlivie ludi!!! Jelau vam pokorit vershinu bez problem!!!!!

06:44

Cries in Norwegian
Ya uznal, chto 7 iyulya u Michelle budet den rojdeniya. Teper muchaus voprosom, chto bi ei podarit? Mojet, kto-nibud podskajet? Nujno chto-nibud, chto bi ei opredelenno ponravilos. Vozmojno, daje to, chto nelzya kupit v Amerike. Togda pridetsya darit ei chto-nibud iz privezennih iz Rossii podarkov... Nu i ladno. A esli pokupat chto-nibud v WAL MARTe, to nujno ne oshibitsya s viborom. Ne podarit ei chto-nibud banalnoe. Kogda ya oprashival parnei na etu temu i dobavil, chto ona lubit mrachnoe, Ruslan posovetoval podarit ei malenkii derevyannii grobik. ^^

Vanya pravilno podmetil: ved mi s nei eshe ne skorifanilis, tak skazat, a ya uje podarki ei darit speshu. S drugoi storoni, a pochemu bi i net?.. Tem bolee, horoshii podarok smojet posposobstvovat bolee blizkomu obsheniyu.

U vseh nashih pogolovno zavtra day off. Odin ya budu pahat, kak loshad (no ne nasha Loshad... ^^) Zavtra polnii rabochii den, i tak malo staffa na kuhne!..

21:14

Cries in Norwegian
Esli verit fotke, daje takoe nebo bivaet u nas. No ya eshe takoe ne videl. Zato ya videl rozovoe-rozovoe, s primesyu jeltogo i bagryanogo. Jal, chto ne sfotkal...



21:13

Cries in Norwegian
A eto - ozero Winnipesaukee (samoe bolshoe v New Hampshire) i, v chastnocti, nash dock. Kak nam skazali, kupatsa nam razreshat tolko v etom malenkom basseine (super, nichego ne skajesh!!! ><;) A eshe ya tam sdaval test po plavaniu.



21:10

Cries in Norwegian
A eto dining hall vnutri. Eti stoli mi kajdii den protiraem po neskolku raz, a etot pol uje zadolbalis podmetat i mit.



21:10

Cries in Norwegian
Tolko chto zalez na site Robindel. Skachal ottuda neskolko fotok. Obidno, chto oni malenkie. A te, chto bili v kompe, takie bolshie, krasivie...

Vot tak viglyadit zdanie, gde nahoditsya dining hall (a takje eta nenavistnaya kitchen)



20:58

Cries in Norwegian
S uma soiti!!! U Michelle est LiveJournal!!!!!!!!!



http://www.livejournal.com/~ostracizd/

20:54

Cries in Norwegian
Kogda mi s Albinkoi sideli za kompom i ne mogli zalezt v inet, mi polezli po vsyakim failam i sluchaino natknulis na fotki nashego lagerya. Tam daje Evergreen nash bil, tolko bez flagov! (Seichas na oknah visit kucha flagov, v tom chisle i flag Rossii. Obaldenno smotritsa!..) A seichas ya zahotel vilojit eti fotki suda, a naiti ih ne mogu ((((( Navernoe, ih udalili (((( Nu chto za nespravedlivost!..

05:07

Cries in Norwegian
Today I had a very-very difficult day. Tochnee, mojno slazat, teper s poyavleniem detei v lagere a difficult day u menya budet kajdii den. Edi v dva s polovinoi raza bolshe gotovit, stolov toje ubirat v dva s polovinoi raza bolshe. Zavtra na rabote nujno bit v 6.45. Segodnya, naprimer, mi zakonchili rabotu v nachale 9-ogo vechera... Ya prosto nikakoi, valyus s nog. Vse, lafa konchilas! Tak budet vse vremya. I eto tolko nachalo!..

Raduet hot, chto swimming test ya vrode bi sdal. Ya ne pomnu, kogda ya plaval v poslednii raz, poetomu segodnya nachal horosho, a pod konez nemnogo podkachal. Ne dumal je ya, chto s vidu takoe nebolshoe rasstoyanie budet tak slojno proplit!.. Nadeus, chto ya vse-taki sdal. Eto bilo v neskolko raz luchshe, chem gym (trenajernii zal) - u menya bolelo vse telo!..

Eshe odna radostnaya novost - nam privezli i ustanovili eshe dva kompyutera! To est teper u nas ih tri! Skorost - super!!! Straniza zagrujaetsa ochen bistro!!! I ne nujno jdat v ocheredi... Tochnee, ochered vse ravno est, no namnogo menshe!.. Jal, ICQ ustanovit ne udalos. Podskajite, gde mojno skachat hot kakuu-nibud icq! Mojet, ya ne tam kachau?

Loshad i Rijaya segodnya najalovalis na nashu kompaniu, chto mi shumim po utram, kogda na rabotu sobiraemsya, i meshaem im spat! Vot ssssssuchki!!! Tak ruki i cheshutsya poimat pauka i polojit Loshadi v krovat. A potom s udovolstviem poslushat, kak ona oret nochyu!.. Konechno, ona vseh perebudit, no eto stoit togo! ^^ No ya bous, chto pauk ubejit do togo, kak ona lyajet spat. Mojet, u kogo-nibud est idei, kak sunut pauka v krovat tak, chtobi on ne ubejal? Napishite v kommentah, please!!!

Cries in Norwegian
Ne obijaites, no seichas edinstvennii chelovek, po kotoromu ya po-nastoyashemu skuchau - eto Celena. Ya zvonil ei, no mne etogo nedostatochno - mne nujno bit s nei ryadom, mne nujno obnyat ee, pogovorit s nei, rasskazat ei obo vsem, chto v moei jizni proishodit!..

Segodnya, ubiraya posle zavtraka, ya vpervie rasplakalsya ot toski po kom-nibud, kogo ya ostavil v Pitere. Ya ni o kom tak mnogo ne dumau, kak o nei... Vchera, kogda mi bili tut vecherom, Vanya postavil v mafone kassetu Arii, zaigrala pesnya "Kolizei". Segodnya ya sluchaino vspomnil, kak mi s Celenoi gulyali, i ona rasskazivala mne syujet klipa "Kolizei". Slezi potekli sami soboi... Ya ne mogu skazat, chto chuvstvuu sebya zdes odinikim, sovsem net, u menya zdes klassnaya kompaniya, no inogda mne ne hvataet togo blizkogo i dorogogo cheloveka, kotorii smojet pomoch mne poverit, chto etot mir kak-to mne blizok...

Zato kak budet zdorovo, kogda mi nakonez-to uvidimsya!..

06:10

Cries in Norwegian
Segodnya priehali melkie pridurki. Poetomu raboti do huisshhhi. Vanya skazal, chto deti poidut dlya sjemki. ^_________^

A ya u Michelle tak i ne pobival...

Ya dolboeb.